watch your word

Today, she's like an evil.. she said something that really stabbing my heart.
She always did that and as a friend, good friend of her, I should accept her the way she is.
YES, she is a straight-to-the-point kind of person, but I think maybe she has to learn the softer way to say something bad.
Maybe she thinks I'm fine with the news she's trying to tell me (straightly), but heyyy sometimes people don't look as strong as they seem.
Don't u know that, girl with a plain heart?
The bad thing is, I am kind of person that will calculate every mean word you've said before and think about it over and over again til' sometimes I can't stop my brain even my eyes is close and trying to have some sleep. Then what would happen? My eyelid's goes up again! How mean your word is girl.