lil cracks

you're always there and I feel it.
I treat you bad and I know it.
Then what did I expect from you?
I was the one who treat you bad.
I was the one who don't wanna feel.
You were always be the nice one.
I do deserve it even I don't like to be hurt that way.

shit, why it has to be sad?
SEDATE me!! anybody please!