One third not half.

This part of my life is called "being selfish".
I'm asking him to think about every pain I felt that caused by him
and I told him that I will do the same thing in return, But I don't.

Why?
Because, when I'm mad I don't miss people
and if I stay mad, it's like I never knew them at all.

Selfish?
I just don't wanna miss him.
then what about my upcoming graduation?
Yeah, he's my sad part of my graduation story
when you wish on your very special day your family is complete, but it isn't.

Let us see is this thing getting better or getting worst, cause time will answer that.